When Things became Clear and I Could no longer Stay.

When Things became Clear and I Could no longer Stay.

Last month I made the difficult decision to quit my job. Things became suddenly so clear that I could no longer stay. To take the decision itself wasn’t that hard as my whole being felt this isn’t right anymore. I feel grateful to be supported in this change by my positive rock-solid man. Three years ago I [...]

Being in my Forties Makes me Realize a Few Things.

Being in my Forties Makes me Realize a Few Things.

“The most important thing is to hold on, hold out, for your creative life, for your solitude, for your time to be and do, for your very life; hold on, for the promise from the wild nature is this: after winter, spring always comes.”  ~  Clarissa Pinkola Estés Death comes quickly and unexpectedly, sometimes exasperating [...]

How our human experiences connect us.

How our human experiences connect us.

Why sending hearts to a grieving, distant friend isn’t stupid. Last December a friend of ours lost his wife to cancer. She was only 48 years old. Some years ago she was diagnosed with breast cancer. She recovered from this nasty disease, incredibly relieved and grateful she could finally close this black chapter in their [...]

remember

remember

the mother shield that protected me gave me life i hold on remember where i’m coming from the love that shaped me from save darkness within into the light i received when i came into the world the breath i feel in my lungs the blood that runs goes through my veins life captured in [...]

Thunder

Thunder

Decided by a merciless twist of fate a tragedy that burdens my heart that you’re gone too soon it makes me realize we're not invincible we are damn vulnerable we can lose the ones we love all of a sudden it scares the hell out of me. Heavily rain fell from the sky yesterday there [...]

friday poem: the wild

friday poem: the wild

you're wandering through forests and mountains like a restless soul without them life is ordinary --- you find meaning in being into the wild withdrawing yourself from the pale world only then life is running through your veins like an overflowing river only there you see clarity in all things around you --- by immersing [...]